monster - flutter

[w i n t e r]

The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged, but I can't control it, so stay away from me, the beast
Is ugly, I feel the rage, and I just can't hold it

x. the night was black with hate, and cold with fear. it was trembling in it's bones, the ground letting out a soft groan at the touch of this menace. the heart of all good was slowly shriveling up into a tiny, hard little thing, ready to break, and turn to dust as soon as something touched it. the sky shook, and the world let out a faint shriek of agony. something was here, and it threatened it's soft peace.

I, I, I will battle for the sun, sun, sun
And I, I, I won't stop until I'm done, done, done
You, you, you are getting in the way, way, way
And I, I, I have nothing left to say, say say

x. his body slunk through the shadows, his rancid breath coming out in red bellows. his limbs pumped smoothly, his paws barely skirting the ground in his rush. blood droplets pounding the dirt like rain, making a small cloud of dust puff up from each impact. his ice-blue iris's glittered bitterly in the light, but the focus was blurred, and distant. unseeing. the tips of his gaint fangs were pushing out from under his bottom lip, curling darkly, dyed a blood red aura. his figure seemed to shimmer with evilness.

It's time for annihilation
It's time to be a criminal
No time for hesitation
Time to be an animal

x. he stood, his body finally had the moon's beams casted upon his body. he seemed settled. infront of him sat a bare dusty part of earth. he smirked coldly, and shoved his body forward, his paws placed upon it. his body was coverd with scars, making his blood red fur jump, and be ragged, his ears were shredded, and his tail-tip gone, leaving bone. his claws were covered with giant owl talons, beautifully red in the silver glow. his ice-blue eyes seemed to fix onto the ground, finally focusing.

"this is where it happened" he whispered in a hoarse voice.

Blame the family, blame the bully
Blame it all on me, maybe he needed to be wanted
Blame the family, blame the bully
Maybe he needed to be wanted.

x. he sniffed the ground, and seemed to circle it. his paws leaving bloody tracks, and his talons leaving giant picks in the ground. he smiled darkly, and bent his head close to the ground. his muzzle touched the leaf of a single white flower, which grew in it's center. he quickly jerked his head back, and one paw flung forward, as fast as an adders bite. his pad and talons slammed onto the plant, shoving it to the ground, and he tore his paw down, leaving five huge gashes in the earth, tearing apart the flower. it's white petals dotted the ground softly infront of him.

Out of his mind, the way pushes him whispering
Must have been out of his mind
Midday illusions of pushing this out of his head
Make him out of his mind

x. "you shall not be remembered, greenholly." he whispered darkly, and pointed his head to the sky, which had been covered with clouds. he sat upon the earth, and a slow rumbling crackled through the sky. and then the tearing rain began. lightning flashed in the sky, and outlined his figure. blood ran in a river down the open area. his prescence shall not be taken easily.

You’re worthless, you plague humanity
Be nothing without me
Your curses try to get back to me
But still there is no time

[fluttertorn]

f l u t t e r

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x-x. no stars touched silverpelt's black surface tonight. no one was watching; no one would know. the silence in the air rang in it's ears. the wind had stopped from the previous day; and this afternoon's actions were now untouched, unknown, and forgotten. a silent cry in the night made the single green orb fall open. it's sharp gaze scanned across the territory... her territory. blood. the thought clicked through her mind as the metallic tang brushed across her tongue. her mouth watered at the thought. oh how long has it been... since the last time? too long. she knew the answer to her own question that had taken it's time to wander into her cranium. but the blood caused her head to spin and her senses to shut down. the feline's ears were erect as her mouth tasted the ground. a silent paw-step made the femme's white paw become stained with a faint red splotch. she lifted her paw; licking the blood from it.

x-x. she tasted the air again, ignoring the blood long enough to figure out who had entered her territory this way. she became irritated quickly and her tail flicked back and forth as she awaited the scent to become familiar in her mind. she relished in the thought of it being her mother; hatred forming into it's own cocoon. but then, the recognition hit her like a strike to the face. her head felt like it was spinning as the memories flooded back. the pain, confusion, the fear, and most of all, the hatred. her blood coursed through her veins; causing her cranium to feel light. her maw snapped shut as she gazed around the area. she heard the sound of a stem cracking and her ears flicked back against her head. she raised her tail up high, with pride, and with determination. no fear touched the femme's features as she shouldered her way through the clearing.

x-x. she saw the russet brute standing in the moonlight with his paw slammed down over, what she assumed, was a flower. her maw cracked open only slightly and her teeth sparkled in the moonlight. but she knew he couldn't see her. her single orb flashed in the silver light as she took him in. his many scars, tattered ears, and his owl talons over his own claws. she awaited him to take note of her presence. it would only be a few moments. that's the way he was. he was blind, terribly, pitifully, and to some cat's; shockingly. he was blind, but he could find his way around anywhere he needed to. and she wasn't the first one to admit it. her claws slipped into the ground; and her voice split the silence. i was hoping you were dead.

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x. he flicked his eyes to the side of his face, unseeing, but focused, and slitted. he turned his head back to the sky, feeling the water rush over his fur in the rain. his muscles trembled with excitment of remembering how blood felt when it did the same. except it was thicker, warmer, and never leaving. he quietly smirked to himself, and blinked calmly.

x. "you should show more respect flutterstar. your mother would be even more displeased in her daughter." he snarled. "that's why you became leader, isnt it, flutter?" he growled her first name, ignoring the clans respect and boundries. he pulled his paw to his face and spread his toes open, his talons sliding out, barely missing his staring eyes, as he yanked at a tangled thorn in his fur. he hissed in slight annoyance, and ignored it.

x. his tail-tip scraped the earth, scarring it ruthlessly. he turned, standing, his blind eyes peircing into her one emerald one like ice-picks. he sighed quietly, and darted at her, slithering around her figure like a python. his ice-blue eyes trembling as the scent of life hit him like a rock fall. his rancid scent floated around him, smothering in a way.

x. "what do you want with me. you know i'm attached to your clan now, so why not deal me off infront of the cats who so respect you." he hissed into her ear, daring her to take a chance at fighting her. "i might be blind, and you might have one good eye, but dear... we both know who was deadlier." his fangs barely hissed her good eye, his dark, blood red smirk unfading in the blackness of the night.

[fluttertorn]

xx. she glared at him as he trot around; completely ignoring her immense hostility toward him. her single emerald orb glowed deeply in the moons soft rays. she watched his icy orbs dash for cover behind his russet eyelids, and when he lifted his talon paw; she half imagined him clawing his own eye out. she quickly found amusement in the idea as he hissed at the annoyance in his actions; and the leader only found herself wishing she would have the honors. it took her a few moments to realize that he had said something before nearly clawing his own eye out. her blood rushed at the excitement as she imagined his jewel becoming like her own; sealed shut forever behind it's terrible pink scars. her orb watched him and her emotions ran raw in her petite body. her muscles rolled as she clawed at the earth; attempting not to lunge at a cat who had made residency in shadowclan. she watched his bone-tip tail as it cut scars in the ground as he neared her. now she became annoyed.

xx.her ears fell against her head as he weaved himself tighter; her emotions not forming words until she wanted them too. she had learned enough control not to act on instinct. but it had taken her many-a-moon to do. but now; she felt her old ways tangling into her new ones; and she was forced to bite her lip. and with great amounts of will power, she held her tongue. of course it annoyed her to stand here and take it like a weaker cat; but she couldn't jeopardize anything in her overall plan. this had been her mothers last clan. and proven by the kits that had been abandoned earlier; she was not wrong to assume that she would return. with a small; faint sigh, the tuxedo broke her silence. she found her eye not coming into contact with his own icy jewels. they still frightened her; even after the many moons she had spent with him, under his wing, wandering the lands at his side, his minion. you told me never let something stand in your way. i've yet to.

[/color] she answered sharply; her tongue cutting her words into shards of ice as she replied to him.

xx. several moments passed before she continued her words. she had considered letting her clan take care of this cat many-a-time; but she wouldn't do it. inside, she had never cared for him, never liked him, but she knew that she was not like him. her ivory claws brushed his talons and she growled as she moved her paws away from his talons. she had learned before what his talons could do. she had become upset, and rather fed up with it. with a low growl, she answered his toying roles; each with a cold chill to her voice; and a frozen heart to back them up. i could have had you killed, but where would the fun have been for me? i could have banished you, but why? so another pathetic kit would wander across your path and you would turn it into a monster? and as for my mother, it doesn't matter what she thinks. she a worthless tramp that wanders around to make kits like me.[/color] she growled again as his foul scent wafted around her. shaking her head slightly she shouldered out of his python grip, not gently and with as much force as she could sum forward. with a low growl; she let her claws slide into the ground as she watched him. she wasn't like him anymore. at one time; she had been, but no longer.[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]

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x. he stared upon her a good three seconds, and finally, his tiny size faded away, as he ws replaced with a huge tom, it's build three times as big as flutterstar. the fur along his spine, rising like a dragons fan. his ice-blue eyes seemed to widen. his tongue slid out of his mouth, pitch black, with a moist look to it. his lips curled slowly, as he focused his slitted pupils, the black lines tiny, and unseeable in the glow that radiated from his ovula's. he glanced to the skies, his eyes only reflecting clouds. the rain was still pounding on his figure, streaking his fluffed and spiked fur flat against his boney frame.

x. "you think your special...?" the rusty hiss roared from his throat like a river thrashing a badger to it's death. his face was shoved into hers, his rank breath scalding now, no longer rancid in scent, but feeling of a thousands burning souls blasting upon whoever got the lick of it's strength. his eyes focused into her good orb, the tundra laid out in it. everything was reflecting. everything he wanted reflected. the worst things there, was death itself. but not the joy of killing, but the agony of being kill.

x. he pushed his feeling deep into her heart like a giant ice-shard. he had died ten-fold times, and made it back everytime. and he was the only one known to do this magnificent trick. but there was also the death's of his enemies, and loved ones. from his first murder at the age of four moons, to his newest kills. a thunderclan warrior dead on it's territory, a half-eaten loner on the moors of windclan. all of his doing. his lips slowly pulled themselves up, showing all those brilliant red teeth. his eyes crazed, and disturbed.

x. "you dont want your other eye gone..." he snarled, upon her now. he thrust her with the ease of swatting a fly onto the ground, his talons digging into her front leg, and chest, right above her heart. his back legs laid on her belly, threatening to rip her inerds out. "unlike you, i have no clan to worry about. i come here, yes, i feed here, yes, i lie to everyone here about being a good little warrior, like you have for so long, but i am not of your kind. we aren't even of the same generations. nor the same species. for i am one of the few that is a... well, you'll never find out, that's for sure." he whispered darkly into her ear, his teeth snapping close to her good eye. he let out a dark, sly laughter, and shoved his muzzle into her face once more, his mouth open, his teeth gapped, ready to shred out her eye, or her heart, or her heart. who knew.

x. sickly-sweet smelling breath blasted upon her face, his talons sinking into her flesh with pleasure. he quickly, as fast as a frog's bite, snapped his fangs into her ears, tearing it to three shreds. he smirked, spitting the remains in his mouth out, and gazed down at her darkly. "now... where is the bravery?" and in the faint gloom of the moon, it was as if a shadow of a black wing sat upon this cat's shoulder, bristled out in aggresion and overall power of the world. he was the angel of death.

[fluttertorn]

xx. she didn't move. she didn't even take the idea into her mind as she laid their. something else was egging at the femme. it wasn't fear; it was rather something more. she didn't know her feelings anymore. and now that her firm outer shell had been chipped away; all that remained was the former cat; the cat she had once been. blood lust formed in the females eyes. she was much smaller, but didn't let it show. she shoved him off, her ivory claws slamming into the side of his face as she kicked at his hind leg and rolled all the same. she slid out the first chance she had to be away from him and rose; her body not seeming much larger as her pelt fluffed out, but her stance was perfect for a fight. legs not locked and sturdy under her body as she watched him with her single green eye. she was careful the way she stepped around the russet brute. she refused to get closer and allow him more of an advantage onto her other than size. she had become slightly annoyed at this cat; and his recent actions threw her over the top. her tail lashed back and forth and her orb flared with a burning sensation inside of her. the sensation was what she knew of to be hate.

xx. her ivory claws dug farther into the ground as the corners of her mouth twitched into a sneer. and a low growl formed in the leaders throat. her eye narrowed and her iris flickered with the lust of an emerald. she lunged quickly; letting her teeth latch into the brutes muscles; her claws clinging to his fore-arm. she knew she was in a bad spot; and could have been grabbed and given more pain. but for now; she would cling onto his muscles, and hopefully, when he ripped her away; her former mentor would be given more pain than she received. even if she took a chunk of his flesh with her.

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He had been stalking through the marshland, looking for herbs. He hadn't had any luck recently, and his den was already filled with them. Suddenly he heard cats in the distance, and quickly drew closer. His eyes widened. It was Flutterstar! He leaped from the undergrowth, making himself visible. "Release her." He meowed strongly, unsheathing his claws. He was trained to be a warrior for moons and moons. He knew his fighting moves. He shifted to a more strong stance, eyes blazing. He wasn't about to let his leader be ripped to shreds. His ears flicked, trying to remember some of his best fighting moves.

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x. the garnet killer snapped his fangs inches from her esophagus, and finally slammed her hard into a large rock. he did that until she was knocked off, and he pressed his paw to her throat, keeping her there, pressed against the rock. his ice-blue eyes grew colder than any frostbite, deader than the blackness, and darker than evil itself. he hissed loudly, and clutched her throat with his talons, peircing the skin lightly. only one thing would get him to let her live. "if you end up pregnant, i want the eldest son and daughter, or the strongest male and female. i want to train them to be just like us." he chuckled madly, and flicked his tail.

x. he turned, blinking at the new tom casually. his ice-blue eyes unfocused and blind, the light dead in them. "i'm busy here. go away." he let his shadowclan scent drift, and he returned his focus back to flutterstar. "do it. or else i kill your clan one by one..." he snarled. "and blame it all on you..." he chuckled madly.

[fluttertorn]

xx. it was obvious the femme became annoyed. her back was probably bleeding now; not much to her surprise. her ears were torn and tattered; still bleeding as well. her white paw was covered in blood from her ear which she had to wipe away from her face. she became annoyed with it quickly. and then she was held by her throat. a low growl sounded from the femme as her claws lashed at him; not caring that it would only aggravate him. like ....us?!

[/color] she growled. confusion flickered through her features for a few moments before she shoved him away as hard as her hind legs could manage and letting her ivory claws rake down his abdomen. her face rose into a snarl as she managed to ignore patchfur; even though it took most of her mind to do. she slammed her full body weight into and let her claws streak across his eyes with speed and force. and with that; she flung herself out of the way. her graceful feet danced behind him as quickly as they could go and her body slammed into his yet again; shoving him into the stone; making sure to ram into his backside as hard as she could before letting her jaws sink into his tail and ripping at it; clawing at the base. then she fled. she put as much space between the insane brute as she could. if i am pregnant; i will kill every one of them.[/color] she spat back; completely disgusted with him.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

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He let out a terrifying growl, meaner then he ever let out before. "You will release her this instant. You will not kill any clan cats." He demanded, hackles raising as high as the moon. He jumped forward, pushing his hind legs as hard as he can and leaped toward the large cat. His sharp claws were outstretch and his mouth was wide open to expose his pearly white teeth. This was it. He might die saving Flutter right now. In face, they may both die. It didn't matter to him. He only wanted to protect Flutter. He wanted to stay with her forever. If he ended up joining the ranks up StarClan, [Which he will NOT tyvm] He would look down upon Flutter forever, and be waiting for when she joined the clan in the sky.

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x. redbird snarled at patchfur. he simply swatted him away like a large fly. "didnt i tell you i'm busy you patheitic runt?" he snapped at the new comer. he flicked his tail angrily across patchfur's face, leaving a nasty gash across his cheek due to the bone that was putruding from his tail tip. no wonder his tail seemed squarish at the end, and much to short for his figure. he returned to the black-and-white she-cat.

x. "we shall see. until them, i'm off. hopefully they will be more like the old you than flutterstar." he snapped, managing one last attack. he shoved his head under her chin and chest, pushing her front end up, and he slid on his back under her. he slammed his claws into her shoulders, and slammed those taloned back paws into her gut, sending her figure up, and he then using his claws hooking into her shoulder and slam her back straight on a jutting out edge of the boulder, a loud crack shuttering his paws.

x. he was trembling with pleasure as he stood, and bounded off, leaving the she-cat to flop onto the ground.

[fluttertorn]

xx. the tuxedo flipped over his massive russet form; and as quickly as her growls had started, they died away. she landed on the ground with one massive thump, not moving as her flank refused to take in a breath. a crack had echoed through the clearing after she fell; and now she didn't move. her body covered with blood as her wounds still drained blood. her ears were slowly bleeding, while her gut and throat were now slowly bubbling blood. she didn't move. her first of nine lives gone; to the one cat who had almost removed her from this earth once before.

xx. flutterstar's body gasped for air as she coughed several minutes later. she let out a choking sob and attempted to sit up. her body heaved and she vomited blood; pain causing her to roll and wriggle on her flank. she coughed again and laid there. her body slowly rose and fell with short gasps of air. she stared at the area around her, the smell of blood fresh and strong in the air around her. she shook as she attempted to lift her body; but simply began shaking and her body fell again. she fell so sharply her back began to bleed. the metallic blood made her want to vomit more; but she held back the feeling as a single tear rolled down her face as pain overtook her body. she didn't move again. only the slow rise and fall of her flanks showed she was alive. patchfur?

[/color] her faint voice called before she started coughing violently. she rose again, vomiting and leaving another pool of blood before feeling herself collapse to the ground. with a painful groan, she laid on her flank, sighing.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/font]

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Patchfur flung in the air, his body slamming hard into a tree. He stood up, ready to fight again but he had already taken a life of his loved one. Scars flecked across his pelt, his nose dripping the most blood. He shook himself as scarlet droplets of blood flicked onto the grass. He shrugged. The scars would probably heal, he didn't get struck that hard. He quickly made his way over to Flutter, crouching down beside her. He shuffled his nose into her fur. Had this been her last life? He hoped not. He was a medicine cat, but right now he was in too much depression to tell. Suddenly the cry of his leader echoed, and he lifted his head up. Tears of sadness turned into tears of joy. "It's okay, It's okay." His voice was barely audible and he found himself trying to convince himself as much as her. "StarClan healed most of your wounds already, the rest of them I can heal easily. The most you need to do right now is just relax." He buried his nose into her fur again; inhaling her sweet sweet scent. This was the scent that lingered in his nose at night, the scent that swayed in his dreams. He lifted his nose out of her fur, his blood now sparkling some parts of her fur. He quickly flailed his head around, looking for the right herbs. He picked a bundle of different herbs and readied them beside Flutter, gaze hardening. "I will find Red-bird and I will kill him. My life will be hanging from a string, but it will be for you." His voice was full of pain, the words barely coming out. He sounded stronger than ever, and his sides heaved. He began to work on her, chewing up some herbs and rubbing them on her wounds, then placing a cobweb on them. He held the cobwebs firmly on each of her wounds for a while, and fed her some herbs too.