Most Likely Gonna be Gone.

[IVY AND SKY.]

Well; I will probably be gone for the next few days; maybe the next week. Not like I plan to be; but I will most likely lose all ways of communication; ranging from cell phone to computer. Last night; my parents were fighting; well my mom and my not yet step dad. I seriously hope he doesn't become my step dad though. After last night; I could care less where he went; but I don't want him here.

He started yelling at my mom; and as much as we fight; I hate to see her get yelled at because she isn't the kind to stand up for herself and fight back; she is more of talk about everything and protect other people before herself; that was what the fight was about.

I mean; they work together; and my mom was pointing out that no one else punches out for lunch; cuz a guy she works with put down thirty minute lunch break and then crossed it out cause no one else does; and wrote a note saying it. I mean sure; it kinda seems fair in a way that he doesn't being that in reality they are still on the job site and working. But it just kinda pisses me off how my step-dad (not really) blamed it all on my mom and yelled at her for not showing it to the boss. I know she should ahve; but it's not her fault that someone else brought it up and put it on their own freaking time card! So I yelled WOULD YOU TWO FREAKING GROW UP?! YOU ARE FIGHTING ABOUT SOMETHING STUPID! ITS NOT LIKE YOU ARE GOING TO BENEFIT FROM FIGHTING ABOUT THIS! and sure enough; he turns and goes IT ISNT STUPID! OTHER PEOPLE ARE MESSING UP AND THE BOSS DESERVES TO KNOW! and I went THEY ARENT PUNCHING OUT FOR LUNCH! OMFG DOES IT FREAKING MATTER! And sure enough; i get yelled at for it. My Mom was just standin there lookin guilty until I walked inside. Rich has anger problems (my step dad) and sometimes i seriously wish he wasn't such a jerk to everyone; including my mom. she doesnt deserve it; but I do it too sometimes. i just feel bad when it happens.

I plan on getting my say tonight about the whole damn thing; cuz im tired of him doing this; and that is why i wont be on. this is simply a place for me to let out anger and post why i wont be here; but if you feel you must reply; dont bother trying to tell me not to; cuz im going to no matter what. im sick of watching him push her around and telling her what to do; i mean sure he loves her i guess why else would they be getting married; but still; hes a total jerk and doesnt deserve to have a say in anything if all he does in the end is yell, bitch, and complain about something that is BEYOND my mom's control!

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D: i am really sorry to hear this. hopeful prayers for better times from me to you-- be brave and speak your opinion, no one else can do it for you. holding it inside hurts, and that pain will not change anything. soo...good luck and sorry? i suppose thats the best a stranger can say.

andd i am sure Ivy can handle the site while you are away..trust me, i know she is good at that. and the other staff here. xP you are all pretty cool. even if i do not know you well at all. soo yeahh. bye.

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you are all pretty cool. even if i do not know you well at all. soo yeahh. bye.

That last sentence was poetry<3