A sincere apology.

[&&..D.i.S.t.A.n.C.e.D.]

Yup; I'm back if some of you haven't seen me all ready. And I know what I did was rather short fused and I gave no reason behind it. Well here is my reason and more importantly; my apology.

My reasons.

I had my reasons as to why I wanted to leave. Well I didn't care to explain them well enough. And now I am going to be doing so.

I left for a number of things. The stress this job gave me. Being an owner becomes extremely stressful; and to be honest; I couldn't handle it.

Another reason was I thought I wouldn't be able to be on. Why? Well because I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia; and my father wanted me to stay away from the site. I told him I would; but then decided against it because I need a social life. I'm not allowed out of my house and I need a social life. This is the best thing I've got.

The last reason? I was tired of being treated badly and tired of being given a lot of things to do and never being able to finish because someone else complained.

Now for the apology.

I'm sorry may of you thought I left you; abandoned you even. In a way I did; and I know I never should have. I thought I was ready to give up the site; to let it go and not think about it; but i wasn't and I'm very sorry for doing what I did. I love this site so much; I worked too hard to leave it; and I regret the decisions I made. But; I am not asking to be owner again. I don't deserve that. I will be apart of the site; but as a member. I don't blame you for hating me and in a way I probably deserve it; but this site means the world to me. Please don't ask me to completely leave.