Don't reply. Chances are I've heard it.

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Chances are you know whats up when you see this thread; but hey; if you don't I'll do a quick recap of the last week. I'll attempt to be as blunt as physically possible. But if not feel free to ask someone who will answer your questions.

Over the last week; I have gone from one of those people who cared and was devoted to this site; to one of the Clan - Mates who preferred to start the fights. I've heard a number of reasons as to why I have started them; but now I will come right out and say it.

To be brutally honest; I don't care about anything. I don't care if people dislike me; don't care if someone has a problem with me. I don't care if there is fighting or if I am involved in it. I don't care about consequences or what is actually happening in the world. I'm one of those people who 'doesn't get out much' but I know the world isn't perfect.

The world isn't that great; so when I see people who are trying to make it seem worse; it pisses me off. I hate people who complain; but I will admit; I complain a lot too. I hate who I am; got it? I won't try to deny it. I hate the way I act; but I don't care enough to change it.

Nothing in this world is worth changing for. Nothing makes me want to change. I hate it; sure; but changing it just isn't something I am going to be bothered with doing. I'm not all that optimistic; but I am not going to sit down and say 'nope; that won't work.', 'nope; don't bother; it will fail.'

I like letting people know that sometimes the world isn't that bad. But still; I hate the way people act as though everything is perfect. I know too many people like that; and all I have to say; is that if you think the world is perfect; spend the day with someone less fortunate.

I am jobless; I live with my dad. I take care of a three year old girl who I took from my mother after she began to abuse her. Yep; I can admit it. I'm not scared to tell the world. I take care of my sister because no one else cares enough.

But why post this message? For all of you who seem to think that this site needs to be what you want it to be. When I first started the site; it was going to be a Warrior Cats RPG; but it wasn't going to be 'THE' Warrior Cats RPG. I never wanted that.

As for my behavior. Sure; I'm sorry. Not sorry enough where I am going to degrade myself by groveling for forgiveness; but I am sorry to the point where I would like it to be acknowledged. When I left; I regretted what I did; but it was over and done with so I let it go.

When I came back; I knew the site was better off without me; and so I let it run it's course. I am a member now; regardless of what the staff images to the left of this post say. As for the constant fighting; I can only say sorry to the former staff Clan - Mates that I worked with; and the Clan - Mates who were around when it happened. Fighting with Dusk; I don't regret.

Asking for forgiveness means that you did something that you planned to do; knew it was wrong and did it anyway. Asking for forgiveness isn't acting on impulse and saying a quick sorry for it later. I fought; and I don't regret a minute of it.

Life sucks sometimes; but when you do things; you do them for a reason. You can't say 'I didn't think.' because you are always thinking; but when people ask you how you are; you are best to lie; because half of them don't care. And the other half; that say they do; soon won't.

I don't regret doing anything that I have done because I didn't see I did anything wrong; but annoy Clan - Mates. I was conscious of that; knew what I was doing; and did it anyway. And for that; I truly am sorry.

As for whoever else who may have gotten caught in the middle of this; oh well. You stepped in; you should have expected it. If you can't fight your own battles; don't get in one to begin with.

Being one of those people who can't run or turn away from what's going on in their life by just going online makes me even more irritable. Don't bother replying to this thread; because I've either heard it; or I won't reply. But no matter what; I WON'T reply!

Why? Because I've caused enough problems for Ivy and the staff here. I'm just a member after all. But if you feel the urge to reply; let's just review a few quick things. Kay?

Can't fight on your own. You have to have someone else on the receiving end. Don't act like I'm the ONLY bad guy here. To be honest; a fight isn't a fight without two or more people/parties contributing to it. Yin and Yang.

Next; I'm not staff. Quit pretending like I am. I'm not; I don't WANT to be. I gave up this site because I couldn't handle it. Yes; I am making another. Yes; I am keeping it. No, you don't need to think it is a branch from THE Warrior Cats. It ISN'T. Stop making excuses for a fight.

Lastly; I don't need to listen to anyone else complaining. If you think you are going to be taking any fights fights to Fluttered Hearts, you have another thing coming. You will be BANNED immediately. One fight and no chat box. One fight on the site and no site. I'm not taking that. Any of it.

No one is banned there. Got that Dusk? No one at all. Yeah; I'm a liar; but if you think I'm stupid; you've got another thing coming. I lied for a reason. What was the reason? To keep fighting away from it while it was still being constructed. Why can't anyone see it? Because it's not ready.

So just remember. No one is banned. No fighting. And apologies only matter when they were started by someone who cares. Not by someone who meant to say what they did.

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